hi, i'm lauren and im a 16 year old girl from wales. family and friends are the most important things in my life at the moment, and currently boys suck:P i adore my best friends, i don't know where i would be without them and they are the literal highlights of each of my days! i believe that inner beauty is so much more important than outer beauty and i also believe that our flaws shouldn't be seen in such a negative light, they are the things that make us who we are and we can't do anything to change them so we may aswell embrace it! i spend 99.9% of my time worrying about things that will probably never happen and i'm forever creating extreme situations in my head. i'm a pessimist, although i do try really hard to look on the positive side of things, i find it impossible though, i believe that you may aswell set your self up for failure than believe that you have suceeded because then if you have failed then it won't be as much of a shock and you won't be as disappointed and if you have suceeded then you will appriecate it more. i'm a strong believer of fate and i genuinely do believe that everything happens for a reason. i can't wait to see my nan and bamp in heaven again because i miss them so much but until then they're my guardian angels! i'm very insecure, as are most people, and my biggest fear in life is losing the people i love the most. when i die, i want to be able to look back on life and be proud of myself, rather than have a million regrets. so yeah haha, thanks for reading this massive pile of just nonsense if you have:)
